Waiting for something..
I don’t know what I waiting for..
I am here, still waiting alone..
My ayes is close, I breath down and feels something when I don’t know what..
Since I feel, I not care about it..
But, now.. it’s make me weakness, make me remember about death..
I don’t know what happen with me..
It’s make me anxiety, make me spooky, make me felt down..
But, be positive thinking..
I think it’s one way for me to closed with my God..
I hope too much, and I broke to..
I think no one know me so well..
I’m so difficult to guess, because my condition is not stabile.. up – down, moody
I feel it’s not good for me, I’m not confidence for this situation..
I need support for my best friends, but I can’t get..
I really hope too much, and I disappoint to..
Sorry you don’t understand about me..
But, thank you very much for your sacrifice
Now, no one I trusted.
Allah is enough for me..
May you are know a few my problems, but it’s just a little to know..
I don’t care public opinion about me, and whatever you..
I really selfish and don’t care..
I just scary if Allah far away from me.
07 Januari 2011
Musholla lt.1 Politeknik Telkom